Thread:DPSII/@comment-30158554-20161223182259/@comment-24200891-20170105045034

Now my question. Would it be jerkish?

In MelanchoLinc Lincoln becomes an emo because his sisters overshadow him. Here he doesn't hurt anybody but simply expresses his sadness by monologues and drawings. I already made a picture for this upcoming fanfic. I began to wonder if he doesn't become a jerk if I write that he says things like "I have 10 living reasons to be depressed", "I don't belong here as I'm not a fun-loving girl who can be proud of own accomplishments", "Living in 10 shades equals death to me", "You are all special when I am so avarage all ignore me like I were invisible", "Because I am nothing like Loud sisters I am not Loud", "You can't possibly comprahend me because you are special and I never was", "I live in a world I can't accomplish anything and that's why I'm ignored so what's wrong in becoming invisible?" "Lobo Solo, that's who I really am". In this form Lincoln feels overshadowed by more successful sisters and he gave up trying to be special like them, he's just apathetic and depressed like a typical emo. His expressive monologues aren't supposed to make him feel better but to make others feel worse. Same purpose have blues songs.

 I once was an emo because I and my parents moved to another house after I graduated to new school. All was new and alien to me, I needed lot of time to adjust to this. I was closed and isolated.