User blog:Curious Poker Chip/Apologies... again.

I hate how I keep digging his hole for me. I truly, truly hate it. Why I keep doing this and purposefully try to pick fights over trivial and rather stupid issues, especially ones that are controversial, I will never understand. I generally have a rule on the Internet, and that's "don't rock the boat". But I rock the boat too many times and it has caused several people to have a negative opinion about me.

But I explain everything in this deviantART journal entry.

And for anyone who does not know (or are too lazy to read it), I have had an opinion about Luna being bisexual that is not shared by the majority of Loud House fans. I think it was a mistake and if I was in charge of the show I would not have that in a show made for kids. Now, keep in mind that I grew up in a Christian household and that is where I am coming from and I am not just being homophobic on purpose because I do not hate people who have alternate lifestyles to me. Rather, I think that they are still people who deserve love and admiration like everyone else. I don't hate the people, I hate what they do. It's like how I view smoking. I hate cigarettes and I think smoking is a nasty, disgusting habit, but I have friends and even close family members who smoke and I love them just fine. And just to clarify, God does not "hate LGBT people", he loves everyone.

A couple of days ago, I was in a bad mood and I voiced some controversial opinions on the comment section of the L is for Love page. It got so bad and so heated among me and a couple of other users that I had to ask the admin to delete the original comment. I am truly sorry for what I said and I do not want to ever be that mean-spirited again. It does come from a place of truth because I was raised on the Bible principles that homosexuality is sin and that God originally viewed mankind to be "one man and one woman". But I am not here to preach or lecture as Christianity right now is not en vogue and some people (myself included) hate the hypocrisy with some organized religions. But bottom line, I believe, and I do not like it but I do not want people to think that I am awful because of it.

This revelation also does not sully my opinion on Luna either. I still like Luna as a character and think she is really cool. I also to a lesser extent like Sam and think she is cute (I am attracted to cartoons, again do not judge).

I think from now on, I will try to be silent about my opinions on this issue, even though I do not like it and I don't think I will ever like it. Also, I will never, repeat NEVER watch L is for Love because of it. I don't care if people call it the best episode in the entire series honestly. I would just bother my conscience too much and the ending is already wrecked by the million of people and their grandmas who spoiled it the day the episode aired so whatever.

Hopefully this will be the last time I slip up. If you like Luna and Sam, then that is great. If you want to continue to have them be an item in fanfictions or fanart, then go right ahead, but I think that they will not be a canon couple in the future. The Loud House already has a couple of strikes from me, a troubled but still loyal fan, and I want to continue to watch and enjoy the show, but if it continues to bother my conscience like this, then I am afraid I may have to give up on it. Which I really do not want to do because The Loud House is a show I truly love amidst all its warts.

If you want to say mean things about me go ahead, but I got enough over the weekend after that episode aired that it gave me a bit of a depression for about a week because people's words hurt, so I would not recommend it.

I am sorry if anything I ever said about this issue ruffled anyone's feathers or if it made me seem hyp

I love you all. I still like Luna. I do not want to watch the episode and I hope this will be the last thing I will ever say about this issue.

~Tyler