User blog:Dragonzako/Origins: Dragonzako

'''Consider this as a history of me in the wiki. Also this will be controversial, but when is nothing controversial, am I right? (cricket sounds) Ok fine, here’s the story. Some events won’t be mentioned since in the long run they aren’t that important. '''

Pre-November 2016 (Loud Fever): Even though I was watching the show, it was more of background show/free time show than me being that invested in it like today. To be honest, the wiki’s first impression came off bad. The first fanfics here or the ones I saw were pretty bad since they used the terrible fanfic clichés over and over and then just added their little biased agenda of what episodes they disliked over and over and when they weren’t complaining about in the fanfics it happened outside. That’s what I kept noticing to the point it seemed everyone supported the bad fanfic clichés and  honestly I thought why would I want to join a place where people complain over and over and just make bad fanfics so I never joined, but that changed. So yeah, I disliked many people in the wiki.

November 13, 2016 (Origin): Even though my opinion didn’t change, I thought why not give it a chance so I did. At first, it was kind of hard to fit in. My first blog was made on the same day and was about the fanfic idea that I would eventually give to MaximumMatt to do. Yeah, I was going to be a fanfic writer, but quit. Ironically, I’m going back to it. Weird. Yeah so nobody commented on that blog and it went silent and the original project was given up.

November 14-March 2017 (Beginnings): The bad fanfic clichés continued, but the wiki wasn’t exactly that toxic even though some things did get on my nerves like how people kept complaining about Sounds of Silence, Sleuth or Consequences, Loud 4x House, Sweet Spot, etc. I was trying to keep it together. Somehow I would say during this time I was starting to get mad at the wiki and the fandom in general, but oh trust me it gets worse. Overall I wasn’t that active as much since I had a lot of school work to do and I didn’t have much of a motivation to keep contributing. I also didn’t know how to add userboxes and avatar since my phone didn’t have source so I was someone without a face for a long time.

March-October 2017 (The Apocalypse): Then NSL came and it blew everything up. Considering how in the past people dealt with “bad episodes” and wouldn’t stop whining about it, I’m not that surprised by this. It was chaos. Lynn was utterly hated and the rest of the family also got into the hate pool like Lynn. Lincoln was basically treated as he was on top of a pedestal and Brawl was also revived into the whining and fused together with NSL to make terrible fics and people whining about it constantly like #######. I couldn’t tell any of my opinions since I would be bashed upon by others since many during this time were jerks so I couldn’t say Lynn was my favorite, I disliked Lincoln or anything else unpopular since I would get basically maced so I got scared and didn’t say anything to not get ridiculed. I tried to keep things positive and tried to convince people that hating on Brawl and NSL wasn’t going to anything, but nobody listened and the bad fanfic clichés were stronger now and some of the characters were just labeled as something and you had to deal with it. I didn’t do much since everywhere else was also affected and it was getting sad. I remembered around this time I contacted Veen for the first time, granted the problem was solved before I told him, but since we was so nice about it I decided to continue to report to him and I still do. I tried to keep cool, but I was slowly going mad as I was getting sick of it. The stupid fanfic clichés, the whining, bashing on characters for petty or stupid reasons or just being a negative influence in general was just driving me crazy. I did meet FreeSpirit since we both had to deal with a problem after that was solved, we became friends. Eventually I couldn’t take it. I blew up, I could have told someone, but I wasn’t that comfortable to do so. It ended pretty badly. I got out of it and calmed down, but goes to show you don’t keep your feelings bottled up especially bad feelings since it doesn’t end well.

November-May 2018 (Rise): Around this time I got into a fight with Weavillain, it was about me getting mad at another user even though that was one of the users who constantly whined about NSL and Brawl and Lynn and I was getting sick of it. Granted I calmed down, but it had Weavillain think the wrong way about me. I do think though I could have just civilized with him instead of arguing with him since that was a bad move. It ended with me thinking over and well let’s just say it wasn’t good thoughts. I decided to leave the wiki, but since my anniversary of being her for 1 year was coming up, I would decide then. One day before my anniversary, I decided to restart things with Weavillain since I felt bad for the fight and wanted to start over. He accepted it and we started over. My anniversary came and I decided to stay. I eventually decided to voice my opinions and started a series called Thoughts on…, I started with Linc on December 2, 2017 and it ended badly. To be fair, people weren’t jerks to me over it even though a fight broke out over what a hero was now my account was blocked by FANDOM over the IP address thing that same day (that problem continues to happen to me, 15 more times it happened to me, but FANDOM did help me and gave me tips on how to prevent it) so I wasn’t taking any #### today, I gave a warning and after that failed reported to an admin. It ended after a hour and I didn’t forgive one of those users, that problem gets fixed later. After that, I would say I forgave a user from my past that I hated, currently I chat with him from time to time on another wiki peacefully. I decided to continue my Thoughts on series with the other Loud siblings and have voiced my other opinions on stuff while criticizing the fandom and popularizing a movement #StoptheLynnHate (created by MaximumMatt). Now I’m going to do fanfics so yeah, I have a plan for that. I also made peace with a few users I had problems with.

My opinions on some people from the 2016 era have changed for the better. But some haven’t as they do the same things I disliked they did before. Overall I disliked many people in the fandom as they either whine a lot, hate characters or episodes over petty reasons or make up stuff to push their agenda like Linc torture, act like jerks to others or troll, etc.

Despite what I said above they’re people I do like in the fandom and it extends outside my friend list here. They’re good people in this fandom and on other sites like on Deviantart, Wattpad, etc. They come off as respectable and civilized people and never annoyed me a lot. I’m going to list them and they’re not in any particular order.

RKS

Veenster

RadicalPatMan

FreeSpirit

Vincent Dawn

IronRaphRa

MaverickGuy

Bysk

GreenandOrangeGuy

MrTyeDye

Metool Bard

Weavillain

Incon

ThatEngineer

Thomperfan

MaximumMatt

MrAnimatedToon

EpsilonMK

Roni2XD

Jaylop91

BigFanofEntertainment 

LyomanInventor

ReidoBenito

LoudPurist

That’s all of the people I like and respect in the wiki. When it comes down to what I said above I still like the wiki. At first, I struggled to find my place here and never stepped out until later I the day, I found what I was here. I may not be an admincrat, admin, roll back or even a chat mod, but I’m me. I grew from a 14 year old with no voice to a 16 year old with one and I’m not stopping anytime soon. I would never call all of the fandom bad since they’re good people in it and the toxic ones are just somewhat more vocal. I used to feel bad for having unpopular opinions and feeling different, but I’ve accepted those differences and accepted it as part of my character and at the end of day, I would just want to be me and that’s enough for me.

'''Hopefully this won’t end bad. '''