User blog:THELOUDHOUSEFANATIC/Goodbye Everyone

Hey guys, it's me, I know I've been gone for months, and this certainly isn't the dirst thing you'd like to see after I come back, but I've had this on my mind for a while and I think it needs to be said. I will be leaving The Loud House wiki after this blog. I just wanted to explain my absence, and why Shattered isn't finished, and the bigger bomb I just dropped onto you guys, why I'm leaving.

I was here for about a half a year posting fanfictions day in and day out, and they were for the most part loved by my readers. I loved watching the show, and then coming here and talking about it with you guys, I had some great chats with other users, and after school I'd get on here as soon as I came home.

Then, around mid December of 2016, my computer began to have issues, so I had to wait till I could afford to send it in for repairs, I still tried using my phone, but it was apparent I couldn't do as much as a could with a laptop. Over the course of the next two weeks my personal life began overwhelming me, and I announced that I'd be taking a break to get my life taken care of.

Over the break I still came on and read stories from close friends like TMMT1987Dude and AnimationFan15, and came back early February with my 29th story "Shattered!", a story I was making to have a fanfiction here showing off Lola's good side, which at the time were uncommon, for the first three weeks of the story's life I edited it once a week, and soon after that, I just stopped, and the story was never completed, I left the wiki again without noticed and haven't done anything until today.

So now that you have my life story, I need to explain why I'm leaving. Well, it's just because I've lost my paasion and desire to write stories, and just be here in general.

I told Veenster7 about this earlier on discord, we were discussing fanwork and I told him this about myself and my work. "I will admit. Luna and Leni were always by Lincoln's side in my stories, and Lynn was a punk, I felt at the time it was the only way I could win people over with my stories, but when I took that break for about 3 months, I realized something, and works like Life Partner and Dueling Duo, one's that I was proud of upon release, I started to like less, my least popular story about Lincoln "running away", was panned because it was hard for people to read. I'm not proud of it because I made Luna the only sister that was close to Lincoln, I realized that I had become a writer that pandered to what the fanbase wanted, and I decided that's not what I want to be. I lost interest in writing because I feared I'd make these mistakes in the future no matter how I tried to avoid them, so I just lost passion for writing as a whole, and who framed Lola Loud in "Shattered!" will remain a mystery to everyone, because I just don't have the will or desire to complete the story."

With my desire to write fanfictions gone, my whole desire to be here went with it. I had decided that after much consideration, leaving the wiki would be the best thing to do at this point. So with a heavy heart, I'd like to say goodbye to everyone on the wiki.

Before I leave, I want to thank all of you, for making my time here one to remember, and I just want to say that if you want to talk, I'll be on discord whenever anyone needs to talk. I don't know if I ever decide to come back here, but if I do, I know I'll be surrounded by some of the coolest people I've gotten to know. So long for now everyone.

-TLHF.