Thread:WillTheArthurandBusterFan5050/@comment-24200891-20160710191746/@comment-24669562-20160718065729

FirstDrellSpectre wrote: I just published this adventure fanfic. Have nice reading and enjoy.

Right now I don't have idea for another fanfic. I considered a very dark story but I am too afraid of making it too dark. I won't put it because it makes Lincoln a very big selfish jerk and I hate such episodes. He as a protagonist villain always makes me dislike him. Additionally it has adult themes like sick hatred, violance, drugs and their effects, detailed violance and mental illness. It's a kids show, not R-rated.

In short Lincoln has enough his sisters bullying him, so he joins a boys gang but in fact it's a mysoginist (female hating) sect where recruited boys are trained to fight and bully girls older and younger. Lincoln is introduced to a weird steroid that gives him physical fitness but his hatred to girls gets stronger to level of paranoia. His voice gets deeper, his body gets muscular, his skin gets ashen, his eye pupils get bigger, he loses hair and his knuckles grow and get sharp and he develops dual personality. Additionally the leader of the sect is a mentally ill manipulator that drugs his followers to strip them of free will.

You see why I can't write it, it's far too dark and too mature. More I tried to develop it, more I disliked Lincoln in this version. Also it would be unrealistic if his sisters ever forgive him or solve this problem. I would also be accused of spreading a hate philosophy. I missed this one and went to the message right after.

Well, I cannot tell you what to write and what not to write as I don't like to dictate what others do, I also don't like being dictated myself, although to be honest, and sorry I sound harsh but I wouldn't read a story like this myself. I mean you can write it but be prepared for consequences. It's best you didn't but who am I to tell anyone what to do and what not to do, I won't support or condone everything everyone does but I cannot stop anyone from doing anything. If you're not sure you should write this story, probably better not.

Besides I did something that was controversial myself. Here goes. I once drew a picture of Timmy Turner going to the bathroom standing up and posted it on Deviant Art and on one other Wikia but, although some were okay with it, it upset lots of people and put them under the impression I was a pedofile when it was supposed to be an innocent picture, and I didn't think it was that big a deal, I mean some cartoons including The Loud House show cartoon characters going to the bathroom, even young boys, but that's no excuse for what I did, and I tried resisting taking it down but the pressure was too great and I also shamed other JWs, and it was a stupid and selfish thing I did, so not only did I delete the picture from the internet, I deleted it from my computer and ripped up the hard copy and threw it away. Though this was months ago, I'm sure it's still catching up with me and probably will for days-years to come. I didn't want people thinking I was a pedo or any kind of sick disgusting person so I deleted it from DA but I cannot delete it from the Wikia I posted it on.

'''"EWWW WILLIAM, YOU'RE SICK, THAT WAS GROSS!" "NOT TO MENTION SELFISH AND THOUGHTLESS!" "YEAH, YOU SHOULD BE ASHAMED OF YOURSELF!" "DON'T FORGET HYPOCRITICAL!" "YOU SCARE ME!"'''

Yeah, I really messed up and ruined my reputation and although I deleted the picture, I'm still in the wrath of some people and there's no way to fix it. I am sorry I offended others, I learned my lesson but I know it's not enough and won't change other people's minds about me.

You don't want to end up like me, trust me, it's no fun being talked badly about and talked badly to. Better to not be known than be infamous. And you really don't want to end up like this person who is much worse: https://www.fanfiction.net/u/4486163/Travis-2016 I don't talk to him or read his stories anymore and I blocked him and others are harder on him but it's not stopping him from doing what he does. I won't talk much more about him.

But I'm never doing that again after the trouble it got me into and could have gotten me into.