User blog:LoudFanWolf/I feel like I need to explain something

I was born with a degenesis of the corpus callosum also known as ACC, it's when the thing that connects the two halves of the brain either completely falls off or only a little bit falls off, and with that, the brain has trouble communicating with the rest of the body. And when I was 5 or 7 years old I was diagnosed with Aspergers Syndrome. In school, I never had any friends and I was pretty lonely all the time due to the fact that I had trouble talking with pretty much everybody in my class, in fact, I never got any real friends until my sophomore year of high school. Until I finally got real friends my sophomore year of high school, most of my inner thoughts and emotions when into the cartoons and animated movies that I watched; Jimmy Neutron, Foster's, Camp Lazlo, Ed Edd n Eddy etc. I loved all those shows very deeply. And now I'm in college and I don't really have any friends, and I;m feeling quite lonely since all my friends from high school have gone to other colleges and we only communicate throught occasional texts conversations now. So, I kind of put my inner thoughts and emotions into The Loud House, and with that I relate the Loud family members and put all my emotions into their character development and their personalities. It's something that I just do and I don't really know how else to explain it. That's why I take this show so seriously, that's why I dont enjoy seeing the LKs physically fight. I hear my parents argue almost every day about money, the way they communicate, how to spend money etc. I'm just sick of seeing and hearing the people I love fight, whether it be over trivial or non trivial things. It also doesn't help that I have clinical depression (not because of this show or becuase of my parents, but because of other personal reasons). But yeah, I'm a little crazy, and I just wanted to explain why.