User blog:Aja The Fangirl/The Truth.

I know most of y’all won’t care about what I have to say here but oh well. As most of you guys already known by now, I completely lost interest in The Loud House and moved on to something else, which I will talk about later but that is not not the point. I’ll explain on why I distanced myself from the horrific fandom, my toxic obsession with the show (and Leni Loud) also my experiences.

This is the whole story:

1. I become obsessed with The Loud House in January 2017, won’t go into too much detail though. The phase was quite standard. There wasn’t really anything “weird” or “creepy” going on that time. I was a normal pre-teen girl just watching the show, making fan videos, drawing fanart, writing stories, etc. Over a period of time, my behavior begun to change and got into a lot of trouble in school, even my own family members noticed change in me. Other students were whispering these uncomfortable things about my obsession, saying something I said about Lola. Anyway, around the same time (I think?), I became, also, obsessed with Leni to the point where it literally escalated. I would say these lesbian type of things about her, calling her nicknames from “daddy” (Yes, I actually called her that) to “baby girl”, and I actually got being called a pedo by someone for calling her the latter even though I was an minor myself. Defended her from harm or whatsoever, treated her like she was a angel without flaws. Attacked anyone who didn’t like the character nor the show with rude insults. But then it got way worse than it was, got really obsessed with her voice actor, Liliana Mumy I had a lot of photos of her on my phone and started a fan account with a friend, had a nearly a whole shrine of photos of the blonde haired goddess on my phone, computer, deviantart, twitter etc. And I even got called out by a former “friend” of mine for having an obsession with her. Still feel embarrassed about that til this day.

2. I already shared some of my some of my experiences in the last paragraph but eh. Before I start talking about this topic, I would to say I’m very glad I made a lot of friends (without saying names.) in this fandom because you guys really made me feel welcomed and I wouldn’t trade you all in the world. Anyway, most of my experiences in the fandom was extremely horrible. I was harassed and bullied (or even blocked) for having different point of views, some people were insulting my artwork that I took a lot of time to do, my memes were getting made fun of, being called f*g because I was sharing my own opinion about Loudcest, got sent death threats for defending the show when it was getting tons of hate. Majority of the stans were so annoying and were being such jerks to me for no reason at all. Anyway, in November 2017, I started up unnecessary drama and fought with others where I got...well... blocked from TLH wiki for infinite.

3. Okay. Let’s go skip to around Fall 2018... I was kind of getting bored of the show but I didn’t want to lost interest nor move on into other things. So, the “obsession” I had with the show during fall 2018 to Pre-Garfield obsession was a facade. I basically forced myself for all these months to still continue watching a cartoon and writing fanfics for an show that I obviously was NOT looking forward to anymore, it was so stressful and it didn’t feel like genuine love to me... I’m so dang tired of pretending. I really wanted to get into new things and stuff but my dumb obsession held me back from doing so. But I did somehow got interested in Stranger Things during the summer. In September 2019, I’ve never been this proud. I finally broke out of my shell and became genuinelyinterested in Garfield. This might sound weird but I’ve never felt this alive before. As the months passed by, my obsession with The Loud House finally came to an end and it’s start an new, clean era. I developed an small, which got bigger, crush on Garfield’s owner, Jon Arbuckle. (But don’t worry y’all, my obsession with him won’t go too far like my former obsession with Leni.)

4. I hope you guys understand this.

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