User blog:Nriniokwquar7742/Back from the Dead (My Apology, Troubled Past, and Lessons)

'''I'm back. '''​These past few months have been torture, not because of my ban but because of college. The 3rd semester gave me such stress and pressure but I manage to survive through intensely. Anyway, I've been through a lot since my banning began and I want to get something oof my chest (not literally though).

​​My Apologies and Lessons
'''​I want to say that I'm sorry for being a terrible user or friend if I'm ever friends with you guys. First of, I know that calling Vincent Dawn a villain is not cool but that was before I knew his age. He's younger than me and I always respect those who are younger than me. If I knew his age, I would've apologized IMMEDIATELY. I promise to never do it again. Second, Not a Loud prove that Lincoln is truly a Loud. That made me very disappointed and lost my dream for it, about making a theory come true. I almost hated myself for believing in something stupid but I just couldn't help myself. The reason why I supported the theory was because ever since the show started, I always thought about Lincoln and how he's the only boy and being mistreated sometimes than his sisters. Ever since, I believed that he's adopted for being the only boy and for having a unique hair color at such a young age. I hated myself that the theory is debunked. But since somebody at Discord told me the bright side about the theory debunked, I actually feel much better and truly support that Lincoln IS a Loud. That somebody told me that Lincoln doesn't have to worry about feeling unloved and not related to his sisters, which would leave him heartbroken and might leave home forever. I'm actually glad that never happened. Finally, about my sock accounts​, It was completely stupid of me to do so. Also, because I never heard of it and that I didn't know that it's against the rules. I didn't know all the rules actually. After a few weeks, I realized that overcoming your ban is not a smart move and must accept the ban until it expires unless its infinite.'''

​My Troubled Childhood
'''​My whole life, I've been an outcast for so long. I've been bullied for like 15 years, hated by my classmates for 5 years since middle school, and mistreated for at least a while. My past haunted me that makes me fear that I will never grow up and my future will be the same UNLESS if I move on and look on bright sides. Moving on means you can never go back and must face your future that hopefully can make your life much better unlike your past. I learned that because I want my life to be much better so that I can mature, have a good future and have a normal life. I also have a learning disability which prevented me from focusing and learning things. I had it since I was born and it's been my burden. But that doesn't mean I'm stupid, I'm still smart. I just need support, motivation and advice in order to learn. It won't stop me from having a good life.'''

​About Lincoln and his Sisters
'''​I'm still watching the show and it got better episodes, some of them at least. I hated his sisters BUT that was before Yes Man came out. I love that episode because of what they did. Ever since the beginning, Lincoln make mistakes and learns from them but I'm not sure if his sisters do the same. But in Yes Man, they really do realize their mistake and make it up to him like awesome sisters that makes me wish they're mine (I always wanted a sister since I only have 2 brothers). About Lincoln, a lot of you guys thin that I'm biased towards him. That's not true, I'm not bias. The real reason why I always follow Lincoln is because he's the main protagonist. Ever since I was little like 4 years old, I watch a lot of TV shows and movies that has the protagonist do a lot of work, hero stuff, doing a lot of things no other characters could, been through everything, etc. Ever since I watch protagonists do all of that, it inspired me to follow the protagonist as the story goes on. It's like they're the characters that won't be the same without if they ever leave or being absent or even die. I know that Lincoln will be absent in a few episodes in Season 3 but that doesn't he'll lose the very important role. His sisters may be good and (sometimes) beloved characters but they're just main characters. They may fit for the important role but they're no match for Lincoln and his very accepting, respectful, and compassionate nature since he shows no ill towards Clyde's gay parents and CJ's Down Syndrome. I don't hate his sisters anymore as long as there won't be no more Lincoln Torture Episodes because I'm not a fan of episodes when the protagonist has to go through a lot of torment and pressure. About fanfiction ideas, I promise to make a few about the girls only. I'll try because people at Discord motivated me to do so.'''

​Conclusion
'''​I learned my lessons and I'm proud to accept them. I just don't want anymore pressure and intense hatred by you guys because it makes me lose my confidence and lose maturity. Here are life lessons to you guys:''' '''I'm not being judgemental or even a judge, I just wanted to show you guys that life with consequences/trouble makes your life hard but that doesn't it's the end of it, there's always a bright side that can help you get through of them such as support, motivation, lessons, learn from your mistakes, take responsibilities. accepting the consequences, and move on in order to start something new. I'm glad to be back, I promise to be a better person from now on, learn from my mistakes, take responsibilities, and move on from the past, and promise to love the girls as much more than Lincoln.'''
 * You can't force someone​ to do what you want that person to do.
 * ​There's always a bright side instead of severe punishment.
 * ​If you do it gently instead of by force (especially towards me), that person could listen or hear from you.
 * ​It's never easy growing up but maturity is worth it to live.
 * ​You must accept that person who he/she is, no matter what happens, he/she is still human.
 * ​Accepting someone is not easy whether you like it or not but that's how life is.
 * ​You must take responsibility over your actions in order to get what you wanted.
 * ​In order to achieve your dreams, you must find ways to get through trouble that could get in your way of your dreams.